Biography

Born to be called Jiaxin [Bakajia]♥
First tears on 16 sept93♥
Sweet 16 =D
Single
Life rocks with my Family, & Bakas around.
Love Pink as much as I love Jay chou=)
I'm Friendly IF u're my friend.=D
& I don't gv a damn about you if U're not my friend.
Enjoy ur stay here!~=DDD

Mediabox

"If we live our life in fear,
I'll wait a thousand years
Just to see you smile again "

Music Playlist at MixPod.com

Sweetdesires

Health to become better♥
To be able to last long with YOU♥
SSKK to be happy!(:♥
Long sistership with my Bakas♥
My family Members and Bakas to be healthy and happy.♥
Me to be happy♥
Stop hating ppl that I hate deeply.♥
To slim down to 42kg!♥
Get into Ngee Ann Poly,Nursing=)♥
More clothes♥
Wishes to come true♥

Tagboard

Linksboard

Meet the people I love♥

Amenda♥
Adeline♥
Angie NOOB♥
BakaWini DeaR♥
Benjamin♥
Brenda Dar♥
Cailing♥
Cynthia Dar♥
Chanel♥
Elleen♥
Firdaus♥
Grace♥
Huilin♥
Jasmine♥
Jia Yu♥
Joscelin♥
Joeslyn DeaR♥
Kaifang♥
Kelvin♥
Liping♥
LJX koR♥
MaoQi♥
Mr Sng♥
Noelle (:♥
Qianling♥
Sandra♥
Sandra Lee♥
Shi Hui♥
ShiJia♥
Stella (:♥
Valarie Meii♥
Vanessa♥
WeiJun((Cousin))♥
WeiLin ♥

Pastentries

Are you sure you want to turn back the time and read about my past?

♥ March 2009
♥ April 2009
♥ May 2009
♥ June 2009
♥ July 2009
♥ August 2009
♥ September 2009
♥ October 2009
♥ November 2009
♥ December 2009
♥ January 2010
♥ February 2010
♥ March 2010
♥ May 2010

Creditorials

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Wednesday, May 27, 2009

When will that feeling go away?
That feeling of emptiness and restlessness?
I seriously hate it DAMN much.
It's not what I want.
The things that I wanted so badly in the past.
& now I no longer crave for it.
The things that I fight for .
&& I want to give up for it.
I tried hard not to.
But my heart failed to do so.
I detest myself.
Well,what's wrong with me?
Am I going to fail my 'O' levels in order for me to wake up totally?
Do I need to go through those painful experience in order to learn my mistake?
I doubt so.
I will never forgive myself If I give up right now.
No pains no gains isn't it?
I don't wanna let my Dad down.
I know how badly he wanted to see me pass my 'O'
I will do it for Him,For myself and for my dreams.
They're ppl that I can't pleased.
I admit it,I can't.
I am not that Pro to do what you tink I could.
But the things that I wanna get,I'll strive hard to get it.
But for now,I need just abit of time.
Bakawini,I know You don't like to read this.
I will remember the promise I made to you.
I won't give up before you give up.
I won't stop untill you stop.
& We'll reach the destination together.
That's what you told me.
=)
I need just abit of time.