Biography

Born to be called Jiaxin [Bakajia]♥
First tears on 16 sept93♥
Sweet 16 =D
Single
Life rocks with my Family, & Bakas around.
Love Pink as much as I love Jay chou=)
I'm Friendly IF u're my friend.=D
& I don't gv a damn about you if U're not my friend.
Enjoy ur stay here!~=DDD

Mediabox

"If we live our life in fear,
I'll wait a thousand years
Just to see you smile again "

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Sweetdesires

Health to become better♥
To be able to last long with YOU♥
SSKK to be happy!(:♥
Long sistership with my Bakas♥
My family Members and Bakas to be healthy and happy.♥
Me to be happy♥
Stop hating ppl that I hate deeply.♥
To slim down to 42kg!♥
Get into Ngee Ann Poly,Nursing=)♥
More clothes♥
Wishes to come true♥

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Meet the people I love♥

Amenda♥
Adeline♥
Angie NOOB♥
BakaWini DeaR♥
Benjamin♥
Brenda Dar♥
Cailing♥
Cynthia Dar♥
Chanel♥
Elleen♥
Firdaus♥
Grace♥
Huilin♥
Jasmine♥
Jia Yu♥
Joscelin♥
Joeslyn DeaR♥
Kaifang♥
Kelvin♥
Liping♥
LJX koR♥
MaoQi♥
Mr Sng♥
Noelle (:♥
Qianling♥
Sandra♥
Sandra Lee♥
Shi Hui♥
ShiJia♥
Stella (:♥
Valarie Meii♥
Vanessa♥
WeiJun((Cousin))♥
WeiLin ♥

Pastentries

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♥ March 2009
♥ April 2009
♥ May 2009
♥ June 2009
♥ July 2009
♥ August 2009
♥ September 2009
♥ October 2009
♥ November 2009
♥ December 2009
♥ January 2010
♥ February 2010
♥ March 2010
♥ May 2010

Creditorials

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Tuesday, May 19, 2009

Disappointed is what I can say.
Totally diappointed.
Don't know how to carry on this path le.
Confused,Lost,disappointment,sadness etc..
Really tires me alot.
I am so disappointed in myself.
DAMN disappointed.
Hate the sight of myself.
Whenever I tries to do something for ppl.
It will ended up in a pathetic state.
As days goes by,I thought I will be able to stay strong.
But I failed to do so.
Faking a smile on my face can be so tiring.
If U dun feel like reading this post den get out of this blog.
Nobody force you to read.
Thanks.
Who will cares if U're happy or not?
They will just act as if they're concern
& when they turn away from u.
They will say;"Who cares!"
Pathetic isn't it?
That's human nature.
Selfish,self-centred and cruel.
When they don't need you.
They will tries all means to make u disappear infront of them.
But they got think of how you're gonna stand after u fall?
They don't care.
After U managed to stand up again after U fall down.
They will say:"Oohh,you're so brave. "
and whatever shit!
There're times when I walked home alone.
Feeling so damn alone.
Alone not because No one was with me.
But because I felt so empty.
I don't like the feeling.
Direction-less.
Sucks totally.
=(
I know this post sucks.
I know.
Sorry!~
Just let me type kays?
Ppl Make used of you.
Make used finish le den say BYE.
Wth!~
Yupp,I am supeRR sensitive.
I bottled it up for so long.
DAMN longgg.
Act normal,talk normal.
But inside my heart?
Ytd night was bad for me.
Think and think and think and over and over again.
Yupp,Can't help but to cry.
Cry not because of You but my own cowardly actions.
I'm so not proud of myself.
I failed in my character and EVERYTHING.
Guess,I am trying to attract more attention
But I am not.
I don't need anyone there for me.
Don't need fakers and suckers around me.
Ohhhh~~
Roarrrrr~~
I wanttt my baka!!!!
I don't know that missing someone can be so scary.
Damn scary.
Those promises.
When feeling fade & couples break.
Those promises disappeared into thin air.
What left is only hate,hurt,pain etc..
Time MAY heals.
But how long will it takes?
It isn't easy.
That's the BIGGEST mistake I've ever done.
That'll be the last time I am doing all those shit.
The last time I put in so much effort.
Last time I am being so stupid.
Last time that I trust in things that are wrong.
Last time that I allowed myself to get hurt.
LAST TIME!
Kays,Really no mood to blog le.
=.=
I am fine.=)
Just talking crap here to let myself feel better.
=D
Byee~~
I felt so much better now.
Crazy me again.
Erm.Sorry for this post.

放弃了。
我明白这不是爱。