Revenge,Is what You want out of all this.
To make Her feel how U felt before.
To make her life miserable at the thought of losing you forever.
To let her know tat U're attached with another girl.
To give her heart pain and just u wanna see her suffer alone.
Sacrifice everything just to hurt her.
Even the innocent party.
Toying with other girls just to show tat U're strong.
But DID you ever consider the feeling of others????
The girl tat is attached to you and U're hurting her too?
GOT!
You got use ur bloody brain to ever think of that.
Yyou only think of urself,what about others???
Stop ur bloody bullshyt abt EMO.
You shouldn't even be the one emo-ing.
You've no rights to be sad.
Cause U're hurting other ppl,
Because of the word REVENGE.
What do you want in the end.
More people getting hurt bcos of ur ulterior motive?
Bloody hell,I am getting really pissed off here.
SORRY everyone for my language.
I am sorry,really sorry,
Just I cannot hide my feelings anymore.
I cannot pretend that Nothing has happened.
I need to say this out to get that thing out of my mind.
Why?
Why is my sec4 life sucks so much???
Nothing goes out well.
And YOU!
Bloody hell,I can only say that You'll have ur retribution soon.
You're so damn selfish...
DAMN DAMN DAMN selfish!!!!!
What's on ur mind wor.
Please get out of my life RIGHT NOW!!!
I dun even feel like seeing u ever in my life.
You sucks TOTALLY.
REVENGE? HAHAHAS!!!!!!!
Tat's so funny!
Real funny....=)
Hurt that girl still say wan revenge.
Isn't it funny???
Really pity that girl sia.
But I am happy for her that she's no longer stuck with YOU.
You used me to hurt that girl?
U must be crazy.
=D
I'm nt affected,NEVER!=)
OHMY,WHYWHYWHYWHYWHYWHYWHY????
Since when I become lyk tat alrdy?
Seriosuly I need to get out of sec skul ASAP!!!
I dun like what I am doing now,
NONE of it is good/worth to mention.
Everything is in a mess.
Everyone look so fake to me.
And pls dun mess with me.
I keep quiet doesn't mean I can tolearte you.
I tell you,I can't.
Arghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh~
Just let me say what I wanna say and I'll be back to my normal self again.
Trust me okays?
THAT person,Get this straight into ur head.
YOU're not even worth for me to remeber you.
You're just another him.
Ya,You are......
=))))
Can I stop being so emo?
Why? Why can't someone just be there to listen to my prob?
Yea,I got my bakas.
SO? Can I keep relying on them.
I nid to be independent too right?
=)
I will be strong with each setbacks.
I WILL!=DDDDDDD
I will give my best in my studies.
To let those who've affected me know that,
MY LIFE ROCKS WITHOUT YOU!
You're nobody to me.
Seriosusly,Go and use ur brain and think barhx.
Will U be happy after hurting those innocent people?
And This world had become so chaotic alrdy.
When Will peace be achieved.
Only in my dreams lah.
You hurt her,she hurt him then he hurt her den she hurt another him.
When will this bloody thing stop???
Never right?
This will just continue and MORE people will be affected.
And this will nt affect them for one day or two day
But for LIFE!
So can U just stop acting idiot.
Damn idiot U noe.
&&& That shows so much about you.
Serves U right to be a loner.
&&&& I am so freaking Stress.
Exams coming!
Stress from t'cher is too much for me.
Really I can't take it any longer.
To meet up to the expectation Of T'cher,parents and MYSELF!
Especially T'cher and myself.
This T'cher say My work has dropped.
That T'cher say I can achieve more.
WTH!
It's not I am not working hard.
But Iit's the fact that the standard is so high.
And I am trying so hard just to make U guys happy.
But who are there to make me happy.
U just saw ur pain and sufferings.
How about me?
I am not human mehx.
My smile and laughters in school looks so freaking fake.
Fake till I feel like laughing at myself.
I am such a loser.
You know?
When Will that day come.
The day when everyone ard me will realise that I am trying hard to pursue my dream.
I am not giving up.
I am not even slacking.
I am trying hard,very hard,damn hard.
But can you see it?
Can Uu acknowledge my hard work.
Why is there only criticism?
Will it do you any harm just to say praise ppl?
Even If u dun wanna praise at least not criticise,
Cause I am tired.
Please spare a thought of me.
Make me as a joke and laugh over it.
U got think dao how I will feel?
Ppl are just so selfish.
Everyone is selfish.
Nobody will ever cares about your feeling.
NEVER!
And my phone was being stolen by that DAMN GUY.
Idiot!
____ You sia.
I am at fault too.
But when can that police give me back my phone?
I need it badly.
Haiz,this year I no fate with my phone ah.
Damn It!=(
Omg,I am getting so vulgar here.
Must change!=)
For the sake of myself.
Not for anyone,Or even YOU!
For ppl who've affected me,Can U just be kind with ur words?
=)
Erm,must use this few days to forget all e unhappiness thing.
And start everything afresh.
'O' levels,I am going to conquer you.
I'll never die before I managed to achieve my dreams.
For ppl who hope that I'll never get to my dreams.
I can only say;"Just You wait"
I am gonna prove you wrong.
=)
HAHAHS!
My mood turns good alrdy.
=)
Blog have been a very good way to vent out my angers.
But I just simply hate those spammers.
Talk as if it's their prob lyk tat.
But eventually It's not even their problem.
I dun even give a damn.
I never change.
This is me!=)
To everyone out there who feel like giving up.
Don't kays?
Just set ur eyes at ur target and do everything to achieve that.
Of course not sacrificing ur loved ones or HURTING INNOCENT PARTY LAH.
I mean do ur very best.
101% EFFORT.
Don't give up before U can achieve sucess.
Trust me,Life is still beautiful.
=)
What will u see after rain?
Get It?=D
Nobody will be able to achieve sucess without pain and hardwork.
No pain,No gain Isn't it?=D
HAHAHAHHAHAHAS!!!!=D
Don't worry my bakas, I will be fine de.
I am a strong girl isn't it?=D
Erm,Takecare everyone.
And sorry for making u guys read such a emo post.
I dun like it either,But that's the only way I can forget those thing.
Please be understanding kays?
Muackzz to all!=D
[[It's not easy to be me.]]
♥Ily(:
3:40 PM
Friday, April 17, 2009