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Love is our Resistance
They'll stop us from being together, but they wont tear us apart

Biography

Born to be called Jiaxin [Bakajia]♥
First tears on 16 sept93♥
Sweet 16 =D
Single
Life rocks with my Family, & Bakas around.
Love Pink as much as I love Jay chou=)
I'm Friendly IF u're my friend.=D
& I don't gv a damn about you if U're not my friend.
Enjoy ur stay here!~=DDD


Mediabox

"If we live our life in fear,
I'll wait a thousand years
Just to see you smile again "


MusicPlaylist
Music Playlist at MixPod.com


Sweetdesires

Health to become better♥
To be able to last long with YOU♥
SSKK to be happy!(:♥
Long sistership with my Bakas♥
My family Members and Bakas to be healthy and happy.♥
Me to be happy♥
Stop hating ppl that I hate deeply.♥
To slim down to 42kg!♥
Get into Ngee Ann Poly,Nursing=)♥
More clothes♥
Wishes to come true♥

Tagboard


Linksboard

Meet the people I love♥

Amenda♥
Adeline♥
Angie NOOB♥
BakaWini DeaR♥
Benjamin♥
Brenda Dar♥
Cailing♥
Cynthia Dar♥
Chanel♥
Elleen♥
Firdaus♥
Grace♥
Huilin♥
Jasmine♥
Jia Yu♥
Joscelin♥
Joeslyn DeaR♥
Kaifang♥
Kelvin♥
Liping♥
LJX koR♥
MaoQi♥
Mr Sng♥
Noelle (:♥
Qianling♥
Sandra♥
Sandra Lee♥
Shi Hui♥
ShiJia♥
Stella (:♥
Valarie Meii♥
Vanessa♥
WeiJun((Cousin))♥
WeiLin ♥

Pastentries

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March 2009
April 2009
May 2009
June 2009
July 2009
August 2009
September 2009
October 2009
November 2009
December 2009
January 2010
February 2010
March 2010
May 2010


Creditorials

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Friday, April 24, 2009

Oh Damn Damn tired today!
LOL
Didn't feel like coming to school in the first place.
All kor's fault.
Aarghhh~~


Make me study till so late.♥
HAHAHA,Only till 11pm nia.
But It's late for me kays?♥
I need my sleep!=)♥
Hmm,Den I have difficulties waking up.
=.=


And he's happily in his dreamland when I woke up this morning.
UNFAIR!=(
Just u wait kays?♥
Till I finish my 'O' levels.♥
HAHHAHHAHAHS!
Sometimes I rly hate Poly student.
YES! I mean it.
Cause My bro seems so DAMN free.
LOL
Go school at 8,come back at 10.
WTH?!
2 Hours study what wor.
UNFAIR UNFAIR UNFAIR.
Hahaha,Fine!


Just U wait and see,GET IT?♥
But I am happy that I have a wonderful brother like HIM.
Ahem~~
Someone who will guide me when I am lost.♥
And tell me what's right and wrong.♥
And never failed to listens to my prob.♥
AND AND AND force me to study like hell.♥
Always scared me de lols.♥
LOL=X
Kays,dun want use my whole post to compliment you.
NEVER!


Okay,today wake up late.
Arghhhh~~~
Wake up at 6.30(LATE??!)


AHEM,den leave house at 7am.
BUT......,The damn lrt got prob.
WTH?!
WE(Students & ppl going work) need to wait for 10 MINTUES.
I was like wth...
As if we got alot of time lyk tat lols.
And I am already running late le lols.
FINE.=X
Den I go over to another platform.♥
BUT......,Damn damn damn crownded.
And got this stupid guy keep pushing me.
WTH?!
And somemore I already no space liao.
He no eyes isit???!
Somemore he still got space wor.
Nvm,WO REN~~~
Arghh,I rly hate taking lrt to school.
ZZZZZZZzzzzzzzz........


Den reach school le.
Mood become very bad.
Dun noe why also.
Sit alone and EMO.
I rly hate emo and I hate emo ppl.
But why I am always stuck there?
[[?]]


Oh,den Maths lesson.
Some T'cher rly dun hv e heart to teach us de lols.
Haish,Teach dun wan teach. Do all sorts of stupid ting jiu pro la.
No offence.!


I am just staing the fact,But I still RESPECT You.
As U're still my Cher.=)
And I am so DAMN DAMN stress.
Stress over lots of ting.
One fine day,I may just go crazy and break down.
So STOP pushing ur limits.
I mean it.
I dun like what U're doing.SORRY!
Is disappointment why ur attitude is like that?
But if that's so,I should be THE ONE who should talk abt disappointment.
NOT YOU! Get It?


Yupp,You may be disappointed with ME.
But lemme tell you,I am disappointed in myself too.
Why Can't I just go back to the past?
And I swear I will never get involved in any of those relationship.♥
I will never let myself get hurt.♥
I will protect myself cos Noone else will do that,♥
But I choose to let ppl hurt me.
Dumb right?
Yes,I am so dumb.....
But I am trying to hang on there.♥


I am trying very hard to forget THOSE THING,♥
And move on with my life.♥
And put my heart and soul in my studies.♥
And complete my 'O' levels.♥
And pursue my dream to be a nurse.♥
And to be the person I desire to be.
Not one who is lost in the crowd.
Not one who will cry easily.
Not one who will get confused in the night.
Not one will be gets defeated easily.
I want to STAND UP and prove to ppl that I CAN DO IT!♥


I dun wan ppl to control my life.
Tell me to do this,to do that.
That sucks you know.
It's my life isn't it?
Why can't I do the thing that I like?
Why can't I like the thing that I love?
Why must I do the thing that U wanna me to do?
Why must I like the thing that U love.
Get it?


Yupp,I am such a naive person.
I thought that Once I believed,
I will be able to achieve the thing that I wanna achieve.
But it's never so easy.=)


And I hate those suckers out there trying to influence ppl's mind.
or trying to affect ppl's mood.
To ____, Even how I look U also wanna care.
YOU!
Wooooots~
I am not angry just dun like it.
It's not like U're anybody to me.♥
U are not even closed to me in e first place.♥
Get it?
LOL
Dun worry,it's not you.
Ahem....=)


And next week I am gonna study till mad.♥
Yup,Maybe someone is right.
I am trying to numb myself by doing that.
But What else can I do?
I have no choice isn't?


And I am so in love with Bakawini.♥
Omg,She's the BEST fren on earth.♥
Not one who willl control you,
Not one who will try to take advantage of you.
Not one who will comes to you only when she needs help.
But one who is understanding and never fails to stay beside me.
MUACKZZ to her,♥
A friend like her is enough for me.♥
=)


I know she won't be seeing this.
Cause she's busy mugging.
=)
And cynthia as well.=))♥
&&& Most importantly My beloved family members.
I used to vent my anger on you guys.
Used to turn a deaf ear to your advices.
Used to be a stubborn girl who insist things to be done in my way.
But I realise that I am wrong.=)
You guys are the reason why I hang on there.
Honestly speaking,Sometime I am lost.
When i can't differentiate who's MY true fren and who's NOT.
Well,just see who's beside you when U need someone.
When U're at ur worst.
=)


And sorry for typing so many crap.
HAHAHA,got so much thing to say.
Just bear with me kays?♥
HAPPY!=)♥
Cause of WEEKEND!♥
=)


& I've decided not to depend on that T'cher to help me le.
Useless anyway,If U dun like the heart to help me.
I got my way.=D
Oh so RANDOM.
=D
♥You can never imagined how beautiful my life is without you around.♥
I am not going to say it,But I am going to show it.


Well,to you.
Just bear some thing in mind.
Dun be such a jerk to made use of ppl.
And tried to shift the responsibility.
And made the fault goes to another person.
Cause that show so much about you.
=)
FAKE!♥
LOL=X
I am NOT going to start that topic.
And I seriously dun like the idea of T'cher readin student's post.
It's so NO PRIVACY.♥
LOL
I am being so random here.♥
Erm,gonna end off here le.
=)


♥I am never gonna force myself to forgive you.
IF i have a chance I will hurt you deeply.
DAMN DEEP.
Not giving u any chance to stand up again.
I dun care.
I am going to stay strong and prove to you that.
You're NOTHING AT ALL.♥

♥Ily(:
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